Disappointment

Disappointment–
I don’t deal with it well, not well at all.
For me I know it stems from years and years upon disappointment with my father. The missed birthdays, the wrong gifts, the broken promises, the un-obligatory feeling he radiates from this actions.
Expectations have a way of setting themselves, and even when we lower them to what [...]

Jealousy

When Jealously shows its face, it’s always ugly, very ugly.
Wiki says: Jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values.
I think for some , they can’t deal with their own inadequacy. It stems from insecurity and [...]

Things I Do that Aggrevate People..

OUT & ABOUT:
– When jogging, I like to make special trips through fast food restaurants parking lots. I won’t say anything to potential customers. I think my very presence, speaks on them on many levels. Once in a while,  a car will pull out of the drive thru, most likely over come with with guilt.  [...]

What do you do…

What do you do when…
You try your hardest, but nothing seems to work, nothing as at all.. All attempts to connect fail and fall short..
What do you do when..
You put your all of your heart into it and its still not enough and live everyday in an ache
What do you do when…
When you go untouched, [...]

Quarter Life Crisis

Hey all the day is finally here. I’m 25, the big Quarter and the Quarter life Crisis can begin.. I think I need to trip to Vegas, to deal.  I know someone out there has timeshare!!!!. (OMG is that a grey hair..)
There are so many things that one could sit down and pick out in [...]

So, I Picked up a Prostitute!

Ohh you know this is going to be a good one. I think it’s best told like this…
So I’m driving around my small little tranquil town. I mean a town so safe, we’ve had two murders in the past 25 years. Well I’m driving through a small community and I see a woman walking. And [...]